There's a hole where I can be forgotten,
Find the holes in laws, politics, and humankind.
I don't want to be known,
I don't want to be prone
To absorbtion.
A fugitive from convention.
Still I squirm, through holes in the earth,
I'll find the spaces in the world,
If I gotta eat dirt.
Yeah, eat dirt.
Drink water out of the taps -
I am drinking,
Artificial flavour right now,
Simulated variety of lemons and limes.
Next it's sheep,
Next androids,
Then sleep.
And still I squirm, like worms in the earth,
Still I eat dirt,
Just to stay alive.
Still I cheat and find the holes to stay outside the lines.
I'm gonna claw through the
Stoned, Eating a Mango by totouch-theearth, literature
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Stoned, Eating a Mango
I'm stoned, eating a mango.
The fibrous material in the flesh
Squirms between my teeth like worms
in the earth.
I could've written a charming 'piece'
Involving these words,
Along with nostalgic descriptions of a youth gone by...
"Warm summer, fireflies at night,
Bright blue- and white-
Marbled skies
And grass so thick and fragrant."
To touch the heart.
But no! I'll state explicitly that these words came to me because I was stoned
eating that mango.
I'm stoned eating a mango!
Yeah, stoned.
That's how I wrote the poem.
(Stick that in your pipe and smoke it!)
A Written Invitation by totouch-theearth, literature
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A Written Invitation
Two words
A line full of implications,
I got the blues.
(It's emptiness, there for the taking
Emptiness for creating, creating)
I don't read faces,
I don't read pictures,
People, spaces,
Love,
Anything. I can't read anything, except for words.
I can't see, and not say: "I see"
When it's all quiet,
I'm breathtakingly
Unoccupied, with it all -
I'm a poet but I just can't read.
But I see black and white in a million colours.
And I know,
Oh no,
I'm glad.
The blues still have some beautiful hues too -
Gimme the poets blues.
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Poetry
Isn't not me.
Poetry isn't anything
That isn't me.
Not 'freedom' at the pric
Pt. I
Somehow feeling like I need to find
The means to the ends
or the meaning to the ends
or even - the meaning to the means.
If I can't make any meaning,
I only have to tilt my head back
On the cold hardwood floor like chilled pain
and meditate
Cause nothing else makes sense.
and I'm tired of all the repetition, (the shit)
that's in the world.
Because I say:
Dress simple. Eat simple. Live simple. & Think complicated.
& All I see is complicated holding hands with complicated
in a warm embrace with complicated who
Nothing is new
Under the sun.
No day can shine on all
At once.
Evening. The day is undone,
Swathed in fiery pastels
Until it is doused,
When all is clothed in black.
For what can I see
When all illumination has escaped,
When from the clutches of the mind
The subtle influence of sight is torn?
I want no sunset inspirations,
Or the day's exasperations.
I only need the breath of life,
The Resounding Death of a Poet by totouch-theearth, literature
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The Resounding Death of a Poet
[Enter Charlie Parker, a former soldier of World War II and a poet by profession. Going into the war as ambitious young man, with some success as a writer, he was stripped of his creative view of the world by the pain of war. He adopted a frusterated, cynical, and uninspired approach to life, and became an alcoholic. His numerous friends never knew of his internal anguish, they were only fellow writers, drinking buddies or people he met at parties. He went on only being able to drown his fears and doubts in alcohol.]
My name is Charlie Parker, 26 years of age. I'm an old 26, a tired old that is ready to die. I think I would forget I was
Waiting for the Day by totouch-theearth, literature
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Waiting for the Day
Night is no newcomer,
Waiting for the day.
I wait for sleep's embrace,
Its secret halls of dreams detained.
Insomnia is an old friend,
A stale comfort I leave behind,
To meander streets of my mind.
To be lead to the door,
The coveted door.
Tick, tick, tock
Sings the clock,
It mocks.
These pills cannot seperate dawn from dusk,
They offer no relief from struggled midnights,
From dead afternoons.
Pills of blue,
Bitterness in my throat,
Finally, losing composure.
The streets start to stagger.
Tick, tock, tock
The laughter of the clock,
Turns insane.
Morning,
It hits me like a train.
Brightness pounds my skull,
The sun scr
To be a building in the city,
Surrounded by others
And can embrace none.
To be the sun,
Who paints the earth everyday
Only for the night to take it away.
How tired he must become.
Like the clock,
His cold hands ache
In their miserable cycle,
He knows how long pain can feel.
I love the reality of dreams thoughts
It's not like this reality of sight touch sound
It's reality on different terms
It turns natural occurrences like a flower or a lake into beauty
It sees
It interprets what is already there and gives it a new identity brings it alive
In its world a different world a different way of seeing
A different way of seeing for a million different minds and worlds
People meet and
Worlds meet in the world of sight touch sound
What a rich dimension of thoughts dreams forms
How dense it grows when walls break down when you're sleeping
When water pours in and saturates your horrible boring couch
The thri
Missing an Old Friend by totouch-theearth, literature
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Missing an Old Friend
Looking into the face of a stranger,
Feeling a million feelings,
A thousand memories come back
At once,
Like a bizarre dream...
And I long,
And I miss,
And I wonder,
Who I don't know anymore.
Laughed together,
Shared our thoughts on life and a bottle of coke.
How could you be a stranger?
The shadow of who I knew
Is on your face,
A face I don't know
A different face,
A different person,
A different time...
And we say hi.
Oh swirling whirling strange thoughts, man..
As two perceptions collide!
Longing, missing..
Wondering,
What's inside
Your mind
All the time.
I know you,
And you're gone,
Passing by,
It was nice.
For Lina: Never Again by totouch-theearth, literature
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For Lina: Never Again
Wouldn't it be strange? A blue sky.
She ran so fast and I couldn't see,
The only face in the darkness of me.
Child of the sun,
Now you two shall meet -
He never shone on me,
On my quiet, secret streets.
Never again
Will your footsteps resonate
Through my alleyways and
My tunnels and empty, worthless buildings.
Never again
Will sudden blackness instill fear
Into your jubilent heart.
Now you belong;
Under the glow of the sky,
Finally your heart will be free.
I sit alone - In the solitary depths of the earth,
Never to be loved again.
Winding, Binding,
Complicating, Simplifying...
Nothing is mine.
Not my thoughts,
Not my dreams.
It seems,
They're lost when I change
For the millionth time.
And never were mine
Knowing yourself, an illusion.
If your soul was one painting,
Everything that made up your existence was visible,
This piece of art,
Strange abstract art..
Would be both hideous and beautiful more than any other.
It would be both at once, as the soul makes them live together.
Every facet of your soul!
Standing right before you.
Go insane.
Laugh and cry.
Despair, loathe, scream...
Smile.
Then you're left on your own
To
The neverending road,
Wide open thought
That's where I want to go.
Quiet, simple lives -
Everything secure,
Everything for sure
Dulls my mind.
With so much to see,
Why stop moving?
Ahead - in thought, and on the road...
Where I want to go.
The highway calls me,
The world out there calls me,
Oh man, how I'd like to follow!
And I wish I could get away from here,
This air.
This trapped box,
I suffocate,
And how I scream...
But who can hear me when
There are no openings in this box for the sound to escape.
Man - I can't seem to find my way.
Getting lost in my own mind.
The corriders are all empty and white,
The stairs just
The black silhouette of a man,
Across a sunset sky.
It's only a shadow of the present,
Hard and dark against the harmonious past.
Those summers of days,
They burn his brain like acid,
They burn
Consume
Swallow
Every one of his thoughts.
I have no clear recollection
Of how those rich feelings felt,
Of how those colours lived.
I used to live life like a poet, a child
Underneath your smile.
Now I look at the sunset and see nothing.
In the summer I feel no warmth,
No breeze,
I breathe no hot summer air or feel its scent.
Like a poem with no words,
I struggle to understand this life,
I live in the grey.
I'll separate the pres
Days of November, the portrait of my pain.
I'd never dreamed they'd take you away,
And I'm trying to make this feeling escape,
But it always feels like you left today.
I'd never dreamed it would feel so long,
And I'd never watched the rain like this.
All I could see was us being soaked,
In hilarious oversized raincoats.
And all I could see was,
Meeting at the top of the hill one night
Under the street lights.
By that mailbox that makes me think of you,
And the buildings that always kill the view.
What is it - to lose the person who knows you best?
Take one piece and kill all the rest,
Like a slam of a door,
And a collapsed hou
A Metaphor For Death by totouch-theearth, literature
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A Metaphor For Death
Life is a fickle friend,
And death watches and waits for its betrayal.
Our existence is a tangled mass of knotted rope.
It strangles
Confuses
Kills itself.
Never to be straightened out.
And our bittersweet thoughts keep the future alive.
The intricate world of time
To dissolve without our plans, our counting of the days,
So tell me how you'll keep it when you die.
We're wrong to look at death in the future,
Death which is stronger than the future,
Death which is stranger than the future,
Death which is outside the future.
How do you measure the rest of your time,
When death lives on the other side?
And it waits until the pres
I love the reality of dreams thoughts
It's not like this reality of sight touch sound
It's reality on different terms
It turns natural occurrences like a flower or a lake into beauty
It sees
It interprets what is already there and gives it a new identity brings it alive
In its world a different world a different way of seeing
A different way of seeing for a million different minds and worlds
People meet and
Worlds meet in the world of sight touch sound
What a rich dimension of thoughts dreams forms
How dense it grows when walls break down when you're sleeping
When water pours in and saturates your horrible boring couch
The thri
To be a building in the city,
Surrounded by others
And can embrace none.
To be the sun,
Who paints the earth everyday
Only for the night to take it away.
How tired he must become.
Like the clock,
His cold hands ache
In their miserable cycle,
He knows how long pain can feel.
Waiting for the Day by totouch-theearth, literature
Literature
Waiting for the Day
Night is no newcomer,
Waiting for the day.
I wait for sleep's embrace,
Its secret halls of dreams detained.
Insomnia is an old friend,
A stale comfort I leave behind,
To meander streets of my mind.
To be lead to the door,
The coveted door.
Tick, tick, tock
Sings the clock,
It mocks.
These pills cannot seperate dawn from dusk,
They offer no relief from struggled midnights,
From dead afternoons.
Pills of blue,
Bitterness in my throat,
Finally, losing composure.
The streets start to stagger.
Tick, tock, tock
The laughter of the clock,
Turns insane.
Morning,
It hits me like a train.
Brightness pounds my skull,
The sun scr
Waiting for the Day by totouch-theearth, literature
Literature
Waiting for the Day
Night is no newcomer,
Waiting for the day.
I wait for sleep's embrace,
Its secret halls of dreams detained.
Insomnia is an old friend,
A stale comfort I leave behind,
To meander streets of my mind.
To be lead to the door,
The coveted door.
Tick, tick, tock
Sings the clock,
It mocks.
These pills cannot seperate dawn from dusk,
They offer no relief from struggled midnights,
From dead afternoons.
Pills of blue,
Bitterness in my throat,
Finally, losing composure.
The streets start to stagger.
Tick, tock, tock
The laughter of the clock,
Turns insane.
Morning,
It hits me like a train.
Brightness pounds my skull,
The sun scr